A paramedic finishes a 24-hour shift at seven in the morning. A patrol officer rotates from days to nights every few weeks. A firefighter is on a 24-on, 48-off schedule that makes a standing Tuesday appointment impossible. When any of them starts thinking about treatment for depression that has not lifted, the first practical question is not "which drug?" It is "where, and when, can I actually do this?"
We asked a version of that question in a survey, and the answers are worth reading with a first responder's schedule in mind.
What the survey asked
In June 2026 our publisher funded a poll of 443 people, ages 18 to 64, across a ten-state slice of the Midwest. One item asked how people would most prefer to get a ketamine-type depression treatment, if they needed one. The final validated results:
- A local clinic, in person: 44 percent
- Telehealth from home: 22 percent
- Clinic first, home later: 23 percent
- Either is fine: 11 percent
Adding the clinic-only and clinic-first answers gives 67 percent, combined, who want a clinic in the picture. Home-only care was the preference of a little over one in five.
What we can and cannot say about first responders
Our sample included first responders, but not many. Eighteen respondents described themselves as a first responder and 11 as a veteran or active military, a combined 29 people, near 7 percent of those who answered. That group is too small to break out, so we cannot tell you how police, fire, or EMS personnel answered the delivery question. The figures above describe the full sample. Relatives and partners of veterans and first responders, a group of 156, were large enough to report: 49 percent of them preferred the in-person clinic.
What we can do is look at what the options mean for someone who works shifts, carries responsibility for public safety, and may worry about privacy.
The clinic option, on a shift schedule
The only FDA-approved ketamine-family treatment for depression is esketamine, marketed as the Spravato nasal spray. The approval covers two adult groups: treatment-resistant depression, and major depression accompanied by acute suicidal thoughts or behavior. Certified clinics are the only places that administer it. A two-hour-plus watch by staff follows every dose, and the patient may not drive again until the following day, after sleeping.
For a first responder, the driving rule is the one to plan around. It means no driving home, and no reporting for duty in a safety-sensitive role on the same day. The first month or so usually means twice-weekly sessions, which have to fit around shifts, overtime, and callbacks. Brain Recovery Centers describes the Spravato visit schedule and monitoring on its site.
Questions worth asking a center:
- Do you offer early morning or evening sessions that fit around shift changes?
- Can I book the first month's sessions in advance, so I can trade shifts if needed?
- How do you handle a last-minute cancellation if I get held over?
The at-home option, and why it is not the same thing
At-home ketamine prescribed through telehealth can look like a perfect fit for an irregular schedule. There is no drive, no waiting room, and nobody from the department in the parking lot. That appeal is understandable.
It is also a different product. At-home ketamine is used off-label for depression, often in compounded form, and nobody clinical is in the room when it is taken. Federal regulators have publicly flagged the risks of that approach. For someone whose job involves weapons, vehicles, or split-second decisions, the question of how and when a dose wears off is not trivial. Anyone considering it should talk it through with a clinician who knows their job.
The hybrid option
The clinic-then-home route drew 23 percent of respondents, a hair more than home-only care. In practice, true hybrid models for ketamine-family treatment are limited, since esketamine is never taken home. What a hybrid approach often looks like is clinic-based treatment combined with telehealth visits for follow-up and therapy. For shift workers, that can cut down the number of in-person trips while keeping the treatment itself supervised.
Privacy was not a small concern
When respondents chose their top two priorities in selecting a provider, "private and discreet" made the cut for 11 percent, and 10 percent wanted a provider that specializes in veterans and first responders. Those are modest numbers across a general sample. For a first responder, though, privacy can feel central, especially where fitness-for-duty evaluations or a tight-knit department are involved.
Some practical points:
- Federal privacy law shields your medical records. Ask the clinic directly who, if anyone, would be notified of your treatment.
- Many departments offer employee assistance programs and peer support teams that are confidential by design. Ask how confidentiality works before you share details.
- If your job requires disclosure of certain medications, a clinician can help you understand what applies.
Where to start
Across the whole sample, the most trusted voice was a person's own doctor, named by 74 percent. By contrast, just 4 percent named a veteran or first responder they keep up with on social media. The strongest first stop is still your primary care doctor, or a counselor or psychiatrist who knows your history. That is where 56 percent of respondents said they would head first.
Coverage matters too. If you are covered through a department plan, phone the plan and find out if it pays for esketamine and if prior authorization applies. You are not the only one weighing it: 85 percent of our respondents counted coverage among their two leading priorities.
Whether any treatment suits you depends on your medical history and your job, and a clinician is the one to answer it.
If the calls you have carried home have left you thinking about ending your life, do not sit with it alone tonight. Call or text 988, and if you are a veteran, press 1 on the call. That number rings the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline, which never closes.
Methodology
Our publisher ordered this survey and footed its cost. Fieldwork happened on Pollfish's consumer panel; the final day was June 23, 2026, when 443 completed responses had arrived from adults 18 to 64 in Wisconsin, Minnesota, Ohio, Oklahoma, Missouri, Iowa, Nebraska, Indiana, Illinois, and Kansas. First responders were too few to report separately. All figures are the panel's final numbers, checked and validated by Pollfish.